[and promise not to promise anymore]
Did you know that we hadn't made out in almost four months? It's hard to believe that someone who was in a relationship with someone for almost a year was entirely okay with not kissing with passion for four months. Isn't the first year supposed to be the honey-moon phase where everything is perfect and exciting? Where there are leaps and bounds of different terrain to discover with eachother?
His grandmother came into work today and said she can't wait to see me at the next family get-together. I didn't have the heart to tell her that we had split. How could he not inform his family? Part of me wonders if his parents would have ever known if I wasn't friends with his dad on facebook.
He talks to some girl on twitter with more interest than he ever talked to me, but I'm alright about it. I sound like a stalker, but really-it's twitter... I've been getting his updates sent to my phone since we started dating. I just recently took him off, because it was starting to feel ridiculous/stalkerish now that we don't even seem to have simple conversations anymore.
Am I jealous?
No.
Do I want him back?
...not really.
So, was I really in love then?
Abso-fucking-lutely, because it still hurts like a MoFo.
Especially when he ignores my presence/hides when I take his sister out for icecream.
Thanks, dude! You're awesome.
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